simply living my life.

Look at what we have here… the end of 2011. I don’t even know where to begin.. SO much has happened this year, it’s pretty unbelievable. Some things that have happened to me that really stick out are; Graduation, Prom, Work, Friends, Family… the list goes on forever.

Graduation:
This year was my final year of high school, grade 12.. meaning that I competed my four years of high school and graduated! Wow, those four years went by so fast that it was a little upsetting to know that my high school years were over, but exciting to know that my life was just beginning and that there’s a whole road waiting to be constructed before me! So much happened this year in high school, both good and bad. The bad is in the past and is forgotten. But the good, the memories still remain and will be cherished in my heart forever.

Prom:
Prom was one of the most unforgettable nights of my entire life thus far. One of the greatest, most funnest nights of my existence, and I’m more than glad that I spent it with some of the best people in the entire world, my best friends. I couldn’t have asked for a better night, everything was perfect. Being apart of the prom committee and seeing all the hard work, planning and preparation come to life really made it more incredible. I would love to go back to it and relive the whole night over again. Such an unforgettable night. 

Work:
I ended up getting a summer job right after Prom, which worked out really well thanks to one of my bestfriend. It was perfect because it saved me from going through all the trouble of looking and interviews in such, I pretty much got hired on the spot. Thankful to have it, for now.. it works, it’s all good.

Family:
My family are the most important people to me in my life. They’re always there for me no matter what, good, bad, they’re always there for me. I know we may argue and fight every now and then but at the end of the day no matter what we go through I know that they still love me and I love them with all of my heart and more. This year we also got an addition to my family, My two baby twin cousins, Logan Xavier and Ethan Alexander were born and we’re so thankful for them. I think that 2011 has really helped us as a family to grow and learn from each other especially since we have all gone through SO much this year, not in a bad way, but it just wasn’t easy. We have become stronger as a family, and will continue to become stronger. Thank you mommy, daddy & Davide for everything and I mean everything that you have done and continue to do. I love you with all to bits and with all of my heart and more, more than anything in the world. xo <3

Friends:
I’m a true believer that people enter and leave your life for a reason. Some people just weren’t meant to be part of my life and others were. Some longer than others. The people that were put into our lives and still are, are honestly blessings. I have met some pretty amazing people this year and am thankful for all of the people that have continued to stick by my side and in my life. I truly believe that I have a great group of friends, but more importantly, the bestest friends in the whole entire world. We have all gone through SO much this year together, and no matter what we have encountered, our friendship has only gotten stronger, we’re unbreakable. I’m grateful for these wonderful people in my life, I love you so much to bits. 

I’m SO thankful for 2011, it has honestly been such a great year overall. All the concerts I’ve been to, all the fun times and get togethers with both the family and friends, staying in just hanging out, there are just way to many memories and times that i’m thankful for that it would just be too much to write down. I don’t think I can thank anyone enough, all of you reading this, every single person that is in my life, Thank you, thank you, thank you, for everything, I mean EVERYTHING!

2011, thank you for a truly amazing year, it’s sad to see you go, but I know that 2012 will only get better in every way possible. This year will be a year of change, changing for the better, to be a better, more happy, more positive person. My outlook on life will change, I will approach everything in a happy and positive manner, I’m going to start looking on the brighter side of things, I will live life to it’s fullest without fear or worry, I have one life, and this year I’m going to live it up and live it right. 

This is a CHEERS to the New Year! May 2012 be a fantastic year for all of you with much happiness! Wishing you the best of luck in the New Year, all the best!

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012!! HAPPY NEW YEARS 2012!!!!!!!! <3 :)

So I just came across this picture on Tumblr. I simply just saved it to my computer, so don’t shoot me if I didn’t credit it. Sorry. 

As I was reading what it said a million and one things came running through my head….

Missing Somebody… Call.

Really? Call? Sometimes it’s not as easy as it may seem. Sometimes a phone call may be nice, but depending on your status or situation it’s much easier said than done. I mean sometimes people are busy with their life, you may not even cross by their mind so why should I make a fool out of myself to show some kind of interest in that person if they don’t care about me. Who knows, depending on who the phone call was going to they might appreciate it, but other than that, sometimes it can’t be done, no matter how much you’d like to or want to. 

Wanna Meet Up… Invite.

Again, after trying a million times to plan something with someone and after being rejected every single time, you just give up. If it’s someone that I really care about it’s an action I’ll take, if not, forget it. I’m tired of showing people my interest in them when they don’t give a rats ass to do the same in return. Sometimes meeting up isn’t as easy as it sounds, even if it’s going out for a cup of coffee. People are busy with their own lives… school, work, family, this, that and the list goes on. Or sometimes people just live too far away which makes it pretty difficult.

Wanna Be Understood… Explain. 

Sometimes it’s hard to explain yourself and even harder for people to understand where you’re coming from. Which if you’re reading this right now, you’re probably thinking what the heck is she talking about. See, I told you. People may not understand you because they don’t know your exact feelings and emotions towards something. Sometimes people are just too caught up in their own life to listen to you. So that’s why sometimes I keep things in to myself, or simply, I write about them, so like that I’m getting it all out somehow. 

Have Questions… Ask.

Sure, I’ll ask questions, but sometimes is it worth being judged or criticized? I’ll save the judgement and criticism and I’ll simply google it. It’s faster, easier and gives me a more detailed answer. 

Don’t Like Something… Say It.

Nope, absolutely not! I’ve learned to keep things in. I’ve learned to keep my thoughts to myself. No more am I going to say anything because I don’t need the shit that comes from it afterwards. No longer am I saying anything, my opinion, nothing. My opinion may be different from your opinion, so why start something.. especially if it’s something that you like or want, then why should I tell you otherwise. I’ll keep my thoughts to myself and save myself from hearing it after. 

Like Something… State It.

Again, I’ll keep things to myself… I think things are best that way.

Wan’t Something… Ask For It. 

I’m a big girl now, I can manifest on something on my own. I know how it works. I will get what I want eventually with time. 

Love Someone… Tell It.

I’m done telling people that are not my family or friends how I feel about them. Every time I’ve tried or done so, I’ve just been buried in a deep hole in the ground and i’m sick of it. If you want to let me know how you feel, come tell me, because I simply no longer will.

Sorry for all the ranting, this just got me really worked up, like really.. Sometimes no matter how much you try not to complicate life other people do… honestly. I don’t need to take the blame for something in the end when all I was trying to do was right. It’s not that easy no matter how long or how much you try.

johngomez:

Awesome. Rad. Stoked. Life. Good.

some things are better left unsaid.